2 new poems

The Clouded Sky
Parvulus Obscurum

I walked with him, hand in hand,
I walked with him to my dream land...
My first love, at young age 12,
turned my life to living hell,
He loved me truly, i thought he did,
But i knew nothing, i was only a kid,
He stayed with me, for so long,
it crushed my heart when he was gone,
He had to leave me, your typical guy,
he turned my heart into the clouded sky,
you couldn't see into it, you can't see through,
and so i hid it, from me, from you,
I'll lock it away, because i must,
I broke the key, cause no man can I trust

Beautiful Silence
by Parvulus Obscurum

Darkest darkness, take my soul,
Broken forever, I'm not whole,
beautiful silence, enveloping my,
through the tears, I cannot see,
The hellfire burns by my feet,
I fall to my knee's, I claim defeat,
Through the hollow land 0f hell,
Silence echoes a story to tell,
a story of a lost girls fate,
a story of a sad girls hate,
beautiful silence, echoing,
the sorrow that my life did bring,
what did i do to deserve
the echo of the hated words,
Death is painful
Life is worse.

New poem: Mother Dearest

Mother Dearest

By Parvulus Obscurum

Mother help me, I'm terrified
There's something inside i cannot hide
A curse, A curse is threatening me,
A curse from which i can`t break free,
It crushed my soul, it broke my heart,
from inside it tore me apart,
mother dearest, don't you care?
I hear your breathing, i know you're there,
Can't you rid me of my curse?
Or will you only make it worse?
Still you're there, the one i trust,
I'll follow you in death, If i must
Through all my years I've held you near,
I cling to you, Oh mother dear

In Dead Of Night

In Dead Of Night

By Parvulus Obscurum

In the snow i like to lie,

I cross my arms, I wait to die,

I watch the sky above my head,

I ask the clouds to take me dead,

And when I lie in bed awake,

I pray the loprd my soul to take,

But how many times am I ignored?

In life i'm hated, in death adored,

And so i say good night to you,

The ones who love me, so very few,

And as I drift into the night,

I pray the lord to end my fight,

to those who hate me, to those who don't,

I give to you, this poem i wrote,

I wish that you will see the light,

and think of me in dead of night...