Where were you?

Where were you when i needed you?
You slipped away when i closed my eyes,
Its peple like you that turned the screw,
That turned my thoughts to suicide,
I slashed my wrists and inner thighs,
I've chugged down sioda and sleeping pills,
All because of your terrible lies,
the words that slowly made me ill,
so where were you when I fell apart,
Where did you go when the screams broke through,
What did you do about my broken heart?
why do i have to scream at you?
you were gone thats where you were,
you didn't care about how i felt,
you can't feel the pain i've always felt,
But i still don't know where you went...

Note:
I i think i wrote this poem to my parents and god...